memory and skill write-ups oops
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regrets- Telling Lelouch that he doesn't need a reason to help people.
Summary: Baby!Suzaku is yelling at Lelouch and Nunnally about how he doesn't need a reason to help people! It's not a big deal, but it shows his determination in helping others, even when he's tiny.
What this means: ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. He already achieved this, so what it will enforce is that, at least, at some point in his life, he loved people regardless and didn't need a reason to be there for them.
- Ashford Academy antics (dressing up as a cat, cat events, trying to make a giant pizza, etc.) during the first season, while trying to hide he's the pilot of Lancelot.
Summary: THIS IS A BIG MEMORY. I'm keeping the other memories separate, but this means running around, being a part of the student council, doing things for Milly, talking to Shirley, talking to Kallen, talking to Lelouch, talking to Nunnally, talking to Rivalz ... you get the picture. He crossdresses for the fun of it, he dresses up as a cat for the fun of it, and overall, he just has a good time. The underlying current is that it's grown up him, and he's got these people there, and goddamnit, they are INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT. He's able to tell he's keeping his life separate from them, but he loves them and though he doesn't get why, they all care about him and want to do everything for him and they're nice and they accept him. This is huge! Because Suzaku hates himself! And he can tell in this memory that he hates himself a lot, but they make that hard.
MEANING: Not so much self-love but ... LOVING PEOPLE IN GENERAL? He wants people to love him, so there's a part of him that will be even more of a puppy around those he cares about. Unfortunately, it means he'll also be a bit self-loathing because he thinks he needs to be that way, and Suzaku isn't very smart. This just ups a lot of things for him, though: likelihood to do stupid things because it's fun, him seeming relaxed, him being able to SMILE PERIOD SOMETIMES, etc. And this isn't even a Euphy memory.
- Martial arts (kendo, others)
... He knows a wide range of martial arts! It should be mentioned that despite canonically being awesome, he has a tendency to use the same moves a lot and work in a rhythm that others are able to notice and pick up on.
Summary: Baby!Suzaku is yelling at Lelouch and Nunnally about how he doesn't need a reason to help people! It's not a big deal, but it shows his determination in helping others, even when he's tiny.
What this means: ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. He already achieved this, so what it will enforce is that, at least, at some point in his life, he loved people regardless and didn't need a reason to be there for them.
- Ashford Academy antics (dressing up as a cat, cat events, trying to make a giant pizza, etc.) during the first season, while trying to hide he's the pilot of Lancelot.
Summary: THIS IS A BIG MEMORY. I'm keeping the other memories separate, but this means running around, being a part of the student council, doing things for Milly, talking to Shirley, talking to Kallen, talking to Lelouch, talking to Nunnally, talking to Rivalz ... you get the picture. He crossdresses for the fun of it, he dresses up as a cat for the fun of it, and overall, he just has a good time. The underlying current is that it's grown up him, and he's got these people there, and goddamnit, they are INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT. He's able to tell he's keeping his life separate from them, but he loves them and though he doesn't get why, they all care about him and want to do everything for him and they're nice and they accept him. This is huge! Because Suzaku hates himself! And he can tell in this memory that he hates himself a lot, but they make that hard.
MEANING: Not so much self-love but ... LOVING PEOPLE IN GENERAL? He wants people to love him, so there's a part of him that will be even more of a puppy around those he cares about. Unfortunately, it means he'll also be a bit self-loathing because he thinks he needs to be that way, and Suzaku isn't very smart. This just ups a lot of things for him, though: likelihood to do stupid things because it's fun, him seeming relaxed, him being able to SMILE PERIOD SOMETIMES, etc. And this isn't even a Euphy memory.
- Martial arts (kendo, others)
... He knows a wide range of martial arts! It should be mentioned that despite canonically being awesome, he has a tendency to use the same moves a lot and work in a rhythm that others are able to notice and pick up on.
